I can't break free from the things that you do.

School's been okay, and lunches make my day. So after a pretty long lunch at Bishan, again, I went to meet mum. Brought Aunty Jenny to the sinseh and then we went for porridge. Mum says i'm sick cos i'm not having a good appetite and all. But in actual fact i'm just on a diet. : / Mrs Nicholas is taking our height and weight on monday. I dont want. ):

Long car ride home from the sinseh's made me think alot.

So the wierdest part of everything that happened is, people can just forget that anything had actually happened. Funny huh? No, i dont think so because it utterly pisses me off and makes me upset all day. So i was thinking why does everyone care so much about physical appearance? I'm one of those who're obsessed over them, i think we're just built like this. Though i still constantly believe that in every beast there's beatuy, and viceversa depending on the situation. This is the wierd part people seldom see the good in things, but keep complaining and having incontentments about how sucky their lives are. I mean, I'm like this too. But sometimes i wonder why we're constantly like this, without having an ability to not be like this. Oh wells.

She's all broken up inside,
&Feels the need to hide.
Cause missing him crushes her,
But she tells herself to deny.
Already she thinks he's her only one,
But now he says they're done.
She's stuck in this position,
with her broken heart all burned.